Saturday, June 7, 2008

I don't understand...

I don't get it... I could potentially have a huge pay increase this upcoming week. I have a nice room in a decent house.

I think John and Wendy are bothered by this, Maybe they expected that I would liven up they're lives??? Fuck that....

I'm looking forward to jamming...

It's funny though, I'm surrounded by people. All the time, everyday, Yet I feel incredibly alone....it's messed up.

I must admit though, that I am stressed out because I spend my money as if I've already recieved the pay raise, although I haven't.

I love my car, I need to get it paid off as soon as possible. None the less I won't say that I don't regret getting it. It is a huge financial hassle that I just kinda popped into my current financial situation....but I still love it though.... I'm all about the Nissan's.

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